The Opposite Concept of Horoscopes.

Ever noticed that when you want something in particular, real bad, it never happens.
Ever noticed that when you need something in particular, real bad, it never happens.

Now everyone wants to have good things, right?
And everyone needs good things to happen, right?
And good things do happen. A lot.
But when you want one thing, so much, it just doesn't work out for you.
So what I've taken to doing, is not wanting anything too much.

I don't ever have a passionate desire to have something, because that way, I know I won't ever get it. And even if by some crazy stretch of imagination, I do get it, I know it won't be as good as I have built it up to be in my head.

Instead, I say fuck it, and care about getting as little as possible. Because that way I feel that I'm more likely to get good things.

Or maybe it's just that when the good things do happen, they seem better because I'm not expecting them?

Is this some crazy karma shit, where life rewards you for just living for the moment?
Or is it just a trick of the mind?

Maybe it's both.

I WRITE IN CAPS BECAUSE THAT WAY ITS FUCKING LOUD.

Experiment time.

I want you to turn your music up. If you're not listening to music, then put some on.
Turn it up real loud. Louder than it has ever been before. As loud as it can go.
So loud that in 20 years time you'll have shite hearing because of it.

So loud that it's destructive.

Because that is the time when I feel the most peace, and the most silence.
Your consciousness is so taken up by the fact that theres this shit loud music blasting in your ears, that you forget everything else. All you care about is the music.
Isn't it fucking bliss?

You not caring about anyone knocking on your door, because you wont hear it anyway.
You dont care about your phone going off, because you wont hear it anyway.
You don't care about anything else because there is no point. You won't hear it.

Like I said, bliss.
If only I could find a (legal) way to do this with the other senses.