Stop Crying Your Heart Out

Hmmmmm, I dunno how to start this.

Just been to see Valentines Day, the film.
Its nothing special, I wouldn't go to see it unless it's like a date movie or summat tbf.
But it got me thinking about love. And Valentines Day. Relationships in general really.

Valentines Day is a lovely day isn't it? It's a time where people can just express their love, and it's all okay! You're supposed to!
But of course there's the problem of having noone on V Day.
That's pretty shitty isn't it?
The one day where everyone wants be loved, but no-one wants to love you.
Major rejection.

No one wants to feel rejected.

And it's not as if people really want this super al encompassing love and marriage is it? They just want to be loved, for the day.

There's nothing wrong with that of course. In fact it's kinda nice to suspend reality for a few hours, even though you know that nothing will ever happen in the future.
Suspending Reality
What a fucking good idea that is.

Stopping everything, and just losing yourself in something.
Losing yourself in an emotion.
Losing yourself in a moment.
Losing yourself with someone.

And that, my friends. Is love.
That emotion, that moment, that person. It's love.
Saying that one big FUCK IT, to reality. It may only be short, or it may last a long time, but it most certainly is love.

(And yeah, I knew you would read this.)

Fucccckkkkk, that film must have gotten to me.
Im such a gay.